i have given up hoping to have a friend to speak too
i have given up asking the million questions of mine - 
so many things i do not understand
no one replies...
so here i am - speaking badly into a blog i am trying to do this - again!
this is me from now on aphasia speaking
enjoy...if you can
“the Black Dog of depression on my back
waiting for a chink in my armour, 
a weakness, a vulnerability
a memory
+ then, jaws wide + fangs sharp, 
he will leap…”
~ adapted; 
Susan Elia MacNeal 
"never yield to force; 
never yield to the apparently 
overwhelming might 
of the enemy.” 
~ Harrow School, 29 October 1941