Memories - honest or not?

One of those astounding memories that reappear on Facebook every year - the beginning of a new life 9 years back. At the time, it was not for me really - but for the FH. For my family. For my friends. My backup. Then.

At the moment, during #AphasiaAwarenessMonth, people are beginning to comprehend that a #braininjury is not an ordinary #stroke 🧠🗣️

At last 😤😂

I am getting better when I am not told that I am 'too slow' - 'two many curse words'...and definitely far too much honesty. Stand at the back #sandhy 😭😶

And no. The *after effects* of surviving a subarachnoid haemorrhage, which only INCLUDES #aphasia - does not go away. 

Onward and upward - we do try not to be a bore; we have to relearn our lives.

For me? Yet again. I always thought that getting better after ovarian was so hard. And it was - but I recovered with 2 years. I was on my feet by 5 years. Then? A new and interesting brain injury - and I am STILL trying to get back there. Hence rage. And having horrid speaking - and no, it's not who I was before.

So, working with the #tribe - and working together. Helping one another. And trying to stop talking bullshit - trying to be honest. #reading #writing #comprehension

Things we battle with every single day. Forever. 

It’s not #amazing 🙄 - BUT we are battlers; incredible Humans…🐱‍👤🧠

Stand back and bow 🙏🏼✊🏻 - but only those who try to understand the after effects of a brain injury.
And hey!  I am no longer 'too slow' 

When the FH was alone... 😶🤐

what you do defines you...

#blogpost01 #day 21

The word “week” is a very interesting word…

This #week - • drawing birthday cards

• creating ceramic style clay articles • chatting madly to a pc fellow called #dave to buy a new #pc #aphasiasucks #comprehension

• massive rage with the local doctors letter [ok if you can read comprehensively] telling me I will be checked for a #mini stroke? #fucksakes

• BUT a wonderful girl in the reception helped me feel a million times better. Booked an appointment with a #daktari that actually reads what actually happens to others. Hoorah

Love that receptionist at Claremont Medical Practice

• another brilliant chat - this time with first direct to be able to ACTUALLY use it again… amazing • thank the lord for the FH

• And: creating a 2nd head for my #smallhuman family - another art #prototype

• waiting for the snow, hail, hideous cold to bugger off in order to collect my first prototype + Tony’s #leopard clay animal

• waiting to see the surgeon to re-mend my broken face

So the word: “week”?

It feels like a word that said “weak” as I constantly struggle to remain focused before losing the plot with the anger of my brain. Not understanding whilst many find that I MUST be understanding.

And NO darlings, having had so many checks including the after effects of menopause, happily, it is actually created by my chuckalious broken brain…

“It is not who you are underneath, but what you do that defines you."

~ Batman

Tenacity…

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#day04 

#blogger is in tired mode today 🤣

 😳

#keepingtrack